Back to december

I think about the summer all the beautiful times, i watched you laughing from the drivers' side, and realized i loved you in the fall. But then the cold came, the dark days, i gave you all my love and you gave me was goodbye.
You haunt my every thought, my dreams, my life, awake or sleeping,
i wish every day for the chance to win back your good graces, or to go back in time and change it, but i can't.
Some day I'll move on, but until then, I love you so much, and wish you would forgive me for that meager crime.
Love makes people do crazy things, and thats the only reason what happened happened.
I'm eternally sorry, and regret losing you every day.


-Much Love from the one you know not of anymore,
-AAG

Letter to my ex-friend

Dear friend,
You haven't got a clue how much I regret our friendship ending.
I hate myself everyday for breaking the red string in affect.
Everyday I feel guilt and sorrow about it.
Yet I know you feel nothing.
You've dismissed me as the enemy. When it was really a differing of opinon.
Please forgive me, and unfortunatly you kinda should apologize too.
Your words were hurtful, and they haunt me all the time.
If we could make up, and go back to the way we were, i'd give up anything.
If I could re-live 2010, I would take everything back, and you'd still love me like a sister.
I miss you so much.

-Sincerely,
Heather A.

My life is now a taylor swift song

Cause I go back to december all the time.
I'm sorry....It turns out freedom ain't nuthin but missin you, wishing i'd realized what I had when you were mine.
Oh well I guess. I saw 4 to 5 shooting stars this weekend on my retreat, perhaps some of my wishes will come true :\
Or not...


As always mi amors,
-Much Love
-AAG