Letter to my ex-friend

Dear friend,
You haven't got a clue how much I regret our friendship ending.
I hate myself everyday for breaking the red string in affect.
Everyday I feel guilt and sorrow about it.
Yet I know you feel nothing.
You've dismissed me as the enemy. When it was really a differing of opinon.
Please forgive me, and unfortunatly you kinda should apologize too.
Your words were hurtful, and they haunt me all the time.
If we could make up, and go back to the way we were, i'd give up anything.
If I could re-live 2010, I would take everything back, and you'd still love me like a sister.
I miss you so much.

-Sincerely,
Heather A.